Rebirth

I guess you reach a certain stage in life when you ask yourself if you lived or existed. I started my journey exactly 2 years ago. I had that serious conversation with my soul. I had my dream Job, amazing friends, and a loving family. But something was missing. It took about 3 weeks of isolation to figure out what it was. I settled. I was comfortable. I was content. I've always had grand dreams & goals. But I somehow allowed myself to settle. I told myself I wanted an honest, genuine relationship with myself. I truly wanted to connect with my mind, body & soul. I now understand those are three different things. I didn't want to lie. I didn't want to tolerate or entertain any form of negativity ever again.I just wanted love & light. To be happy. I craved that. I lost interest in people and things that added no form of growth in my life. But I also remembered that even though I might not need them. They might need me. I did not cut anyone off. I just merely built a little wall enough to say Hi & to send love & kindness. Don't get me wrong. I was happy. I'm always happy. I just needed some form of connection with myself. I lost me somewhere along the way. I actually missed myself. I did things that made my soul smile. I dedicated as much as I could to evolving my mind and thoughts towards positive thoughts. Most importantly I put in energy towards gratitude. Gratitude to my creator, to where I was, where I am and where I'm headed. I got so excited. I'm still excited about my transformation. Let me clarify something, I never changed. I just evolved. And everyday I try to be a better version of myself. Yoga & meditation helped me but it was mostly determination & a strong desire to grow. My ultimate goal? To live, love, laugh, Pray. It's been a bumpy ride. But one that is worthy. That's why I call my journey The Rebirth. Rebirth of intentions & goals I tucked away, because well, Life happened. It's never too late to reconnect with your soul.

Runaway Blogger

Hello :) When I put a smiley face it means I actually just smiled. I smile a lot :) Haven't blogged in forever. Shame on me. In my defense I've been quite lazy. I started writing a book and then life happened. I'm shocked anyone actually reads what I write. The page view keeps rising. I mean with Instagram & Twitter who has time to read. But yeah, it's a new year. Love it. I love change. Positive change that is. I love growing & life experiences. I love the woman I'm becoming and the woman I eventually will be. Ugh. I love the uncertain. The magic of not knowing. But believing that life's journey will be nothing but magnificent. Because it is. I happen to see the world filled with rainbows and butterflies. Yeah, Yeah, I'm aware of the darkness that looms over us. The evil & suffering. But guess what? I chose to focus my energy on the positive and pray for love and light. Light is stronger than darkness. I'm really bad at saying exactly what's on my mind. I'm actually horrible. Being quiet works best for me. I can talk about everything but myself. I mean why focus on me when there's so much to talk about. But yea, I'm sortta gonna share a bit. Only because I feel there's a bit of my experiences that a few can relate with. But that would be tomorrow. I'm really sleepy and I'm stuck at work-yes night shift. Which I love by the way. I think i might be a workaholic. But that's a story for another day. Geez, I feel I've shared so much already and I don't want to freak out. So I'm just gonna click publish now. May love and light be a part of you all :)