I guess you reach a certain stage in life when you ask yourself if you lived or existed. I started my journey exactly 2 years ago. I had that serious conversation with my soul. I had my dream Job, amazing friends, and a loving family. But something was missing. It took about 3 weeks of isolation to figure out what it was.
I settled. I was comfortable. I was content.
I've always had grand dreams & goals. But I somehow allowed myself to settle.
I told myself I wanted an honest, genuine relationship with myself. I truly wanted to connect with my mind, body & soul.
I now understand those are three different things.
I didn't want to lie. I didn't want to tolerate or entertain any form of negativity ever again.I just wanted love & light. To be happy. I craved that.
I lost interest in people and things that added no form of growth in my life.
But I also remembered that even though I might not need them. They might need me.
I did not cut anyone off.
I just merely built a little wall enough to say Hi & to send love & kindness.
Don't get me wrong. I was happy. I'm always happy. I just needed some form of connection with myself. I lost me somewhere along the way.
I actually missed myself.
I did things that made my soul smile.
I dedicated as much as I could to evolving my mind and thoughts towards positive thoughts. Most importantly I put in energy towards gratitude.
Gratitude to my creator, to where I was, where I am and where I'm headed.
I got so excited. I'm still excited about my transformation.
Let me clarify something, I never changed. I just evolved.
And everyday I try to be a better version of myself.
Yoga & meditation helped me but it was mostly determination & a strong desire to
grow.
My ultimate goal?
To live, love, laugh, Pray.
It's been a bumpy ride. But one that is worthy.
That's why I call my journey The Rebirth.
Rebirth of intentions & goals I tucked away, because well, Life happened.
It's never too late to reconnect with your soul.
Hello and bye seem to be taken for granted We see each other and say hello without really caring Or say bye absent mindedly Even go out of our way to ask the civil “how are you” or “what’s up” When the only thing we want to hear is what they have been up to Or see what they are wearing Sometimes even thinking of something random while they are talking to us Forgetting that might be the first or last time we talk to them Check out what they are wearing,or even hear what they have been up to Well truth is nobody knows the future So next time when you say hello try to really mean it Yes not everyone in your life matters Unless it’s the last time you said hello, bye or see you later Then they start to matter to you Because that will be the last time you saw them Checked them out or find out what they are up to Why wait till It’s too late
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