I guess you reach a certain stage in life when you ask yourself if you lived or existed. I started my journey exactly 2 years ago. I had that serious conversation with my soul. I had my dream Job, amazing friends, and a loving family. But something was missing. It took about 3 weeks of isolation to figure out what it was.
I settled. I was comfortable. I was content.
I've always had grand dreams & goals. But I somehow allowed myself to settle.
I told myself I wanted an honest, genuine relationship with myself. I truly wanted to connect with my mind, body & soul.
I now understand those are three different things.
I didn't want to lie. I didn't want to tolerate or entertain any form of negativity ever again.I just wanted love & light. To be happy. I craved that.
I lost interest in people and things that added no form of growth in my life.
But I also remembered that even though I might not need them. They might need me.
I did not cut anyone off.
I just merely built a little wall enough to say Hi & to send love & kindness.
Don't get me wrong. I was happy. I'm always happy. I just needed some form of connection with myself. I lost me somewhere along the way.
I actually missed myself.
I did things that made my soul smile.
I dedicated as much as I could to evolving my mind and thoughts towards positive thoughts. Most importantly I put in energy towards gratitude.
Gratitude to my creator, to where I was, where I am and where I'm headed.
I got so excited. I'm still excited about my transformation.
Let me clarify something, I never changed. I just evolved.
And everyday I try to be a better version of myself.
Yoga & meditation helped me but it was mostly determination & a strong desire to
grow.
My ultimate goal?
To live, love, laugh, Pray.
It's been a bumpy ride. But one that is worthy.
That's why I call my journey The Rebirth.
Rebirth of intentions & goals I tucked away, because well, Life happened.
It's never too late to reconnect with your soul.
Loving the Divine means loving all of the Divine’s creations. It is impossible to truly declare devotion while dishonoring the souls that walk this earth each on their own sacred journey. The Divine is woven through everything: in every person, every living being, every moment of grace. To love the Divine is also to love yourself. Self-love is not selfish; it is sacred. It means honoring your soul, living by your values, and aligning your life with who you truly are. This alignment is the bridge between your inner world and the Divine’s truth. My own path has been one of constant learning and unlearning of resetting myself from the inside out. Along this journey, so much has been illuminated that I can no longer ignore. I see now how often I gave my light away to those who did not honor it those whose values did not reflect mine. Those who prioritized their desires on this physical realm over my soul. I offered my spirit where there was only manipulation and deceit. I did all that in t...
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