The Change the Conversation Journal

I haven't blogged in a long time, and my only logic reason is because i miss my old blog site. for some reason blogger refused to log and user in unless you have a Google account. so all the posts on this blog is basically a copy & paste from my last blog page :( BUT i will blog more. not that i don't write anymore i just don't post them.

So the world was supposed to come to and after many million years. But as you know it, the earth probably enjoys human settlement even after the way she’s been treated. Mother earth I tell you. Instead of letting the ground swallow us all up, volcanoes fry us or floods wash away everything we know and have, she gave us a second chance. And even with this second chance given to us global warming won’t stop, an idiot has definitely murdered someone right this second and Al Qaeda are definitely still carrying out vicious plans that I hope backfires and erases them all. Yes the world will definitely come to an end and we will all perish. But according a geophysics professor & science the world will come to an end through 5 main mechanisms- Meteorites, volcanoes, earthquakes, nuclear wars & attacks by extra terrestrials . So which one of these science facts or myths have you heard or read about. As for me I believe four of the mechanisms. Meteorites, you know the explosion that...

This week has been quite interesting..From an annoying science class filled with chemical compounds,acids and bases that i totally detest, to someone really annoying me which by the way i hardly get annoyed to people taking my kindness for granted which led to me being robbed. This week has been a total disappointment..from people you care about acting like total fools, talking behind your back and each of them snitching on the other..Uhmm i really thought i left that crap in high school,to somebody i was supposed to trust act like a jerk to someone who clearly knows my intention act dumb. This week its all about me, wait I meant this year its all about me. if you have negativity in your words, actions, intentions, and thoughts then please coming my way will be wrong or you. I don't wanna hear anybody s complains because i refuse to absorb anybody s emotions and problems. Because trust me, U don't wanna hear "My" problems, fears and insecurities. If you have a problem...

So.. Its 12:49am and I am not sleeping. Although I am very sleepy but I cant even go to sleep. I woke up today at 4:00 am and since then only had a 15 min nap. I am sooo Exhausted, cranky, and very sleepy. And every time i close my eyes I seem to hear the clock ticking in the living room far away from my bedroom. And the crickets and other bugs seem so loud today. To make things worse, I have no idea who is calling me at almost one in the morning, the callers number remains "withheld" and i am very sure it is somebody from Nigeria who has forgotten to check the time to realize its midnight here! Though Tempted to turn the phones ringer off I really cant just in case Someone calls me with an emergency. But in the meantime I guess I have to deal with the constant ringing. 1:00am.. I have been snacking on cookies and drinking Cold Lemonade. I know I should turn the TV on and watch recaps of shows I have missed until I sleep off but the TV doesn't really bother me ...

    I love all kinds of Aesthetics especially ancient arts. Sometimes i feel i should be in a destroyed city which existed thousands of years and has recently been found. Just digging up old beautiful crafted things..or mummies.lol Aesthetics can be percieved in different ways to people. What i feel is beautiful might not be to you or intresting. Two years ago i would never have thought i was into art especially the so not called "modern" arts. I appreciate anything that people take time to make, Put thought, meaning, and importance to create. Anyway I did a project on the Aztecs last semester and i was amazed. Because usually we only see "modern" paintings, carvings, figures, etc. And unfortunately some arts that are really facinating and intriguing are looked at as ugly or non modern. The aztecs are precolumbian mesoamerican people of central mexico. Some say they dont exist anymore while some say there are few of them left. Whichever is true only fact is there a...

  I was watching a video someone posted on facebook of two grown ploiticians arguing at a hearing concentrating on "Corruption". Everything was going fine until a man started shouting 'Thief'! "Thief"! at the woman who was being interogated. One thing led to another and alas, two men started fighting. I wonder how they felt after that adrenaline rush. I must admit they were quite strong and fit considering they were old men. Anyway as if that was not exhausting to watch I watched other related links, and behold I saw Nigerian witch children. The name alone was intresting and scary, because I have never known anybody who is a witch or practices witchcraft. Besides my family condemns and stays away from anything that is or might be "evil". My curiosity got the best of me and I started watching the videos.I was expecting to see children dissapearing and appearing or doing something out of the blue, or something we all dont normally see. Frankly the on...

Breathe     And you keep running away from all the fears that you can’t hide, And through the pain you feel inside and the tears you’ve cried tonight. Cause you gotta breathe it in, when you feel so alone, You gotta breathe again; until the pain is gone…you gotta breathe. Breathe... Every night you close your eyes Hoping for a better tomorrow You know deep inside all you need is an opportunity And you will conquer every obstacle in front of u But tomorrow comes And you stuck with the same routine Of not knowing where or how to start Making your dreams come true You too stressed and confused to think things through Your dreams keep you warm at night And at day you see them clearly U keep thinking of what or who u’ve lost Can’t help but think of how things will always be the same Cause Every time you take a step forward u seem to take 3 steps back And life is just black and white to you And you stuck with the same routine Of not knowing where or how to st...