I See Me Now

I’ve been shedding illusions

The ones I inherited

The ones I created

The ones I wore like armor

I am not who I was a year ago

And honestly?

That’s the miracle

That’s the blessing

That’s the full circle moment

Because I caught a glimpse of my worth

And it startled something sacred awake

The Unlearning and Becoming

I release the drama of the past

I clear space for conscious aligned connections

Before I point fingers

I pause

I study me

I ask

What does this story reflect back to me?

To every soul who played a role in my evolution

Thank you

You were exactly what my growth required

You helped me break patterns I thought would break me

I’ve stopped believing my own false narratives

I’ve stopped hiding behind my own defenses

I clean up the mess in me about me

Even when it stings

Even when it reveals truths I’d rather avoid

I face my own self-incrimination with grace

I release the games I played to feel right or safe

And now

I talk to myself with softness

I speak gently to my spirit

I whisper truth into the ache

I make my inner voice a place of refuge

Because everything I’ve survived

Every trauma every trigger

Every desire every dream

It’s all sacred

Holy ingredients that season me with texture and depth

This awareness

It’s uncomfortable

But it’s liberating

And I lift my hands in surrender

Because I finally trust the becoming

Sacred Confidence

I’m not pretending I’m the big deal

But this gift inside me?

This purpose?

This light?

That’s the big deal

And the Force behind it

The Divine

That’s who I serve

Self love is a bold sacred act

And I accept it now

This version of me is enough

She’s sacred

She’s whole

She’s awake

My awareness has more power

than any illusion I once lived in

The Curated Life

I am my vision board

I choose who belongs in my space

I curate my connections

I silence irrational thoughts

I choose real beauty

Not what is seen but what is felt

And I forgive myself

For attracting and tolerating what didn’t honor me

I see the part of me that matched their frequency

But I’ve grown now

I don’t bond with those patterns anymore

So I release you

Not with resentment

But with clarity

I don’t protect fragile egos

Just to keep the peace

Because those dynamics

They matched a version of me I’ve outgrown

And those thoughts?

They’re gone now

I see through the charm

The sweet tongues

The illusions of loyalty

I choose wisdom now

The Inner Child Grows

My inner wounded child no longer connects to chaos

She’s growing

She’s resting

She’s rebuilding

I’m moving with intention

I’m not rushing

I’m honoring my rhythm

Healing on my own time

And truthfully?

I think I’m doing a beautiful job

figuring out some really heavy things

I am no longer defending my wounds

I transmute them

Every sting of betrayal

Every thread of rejection

stitched into my heart

I gently release

I’m done being careless with my gifts

I see what I couldn’t see before

I don’t need all the answers

I’m at peace with the unknown

I trust divine timing

I co create from love

I see my thoughts

I see the patterns

I see the lessons

I see me now

And the illusions bow

The soul ties break

The lies dissolve

This site is holy

This sight is lit

To the Women Healing

This is for every woman peeling back the layers

Healing in silence

Becoming in public

Choosing herself again and again

You don’t need to prove it

Just keep being it

Keep seeing you

Because darling,

You’re doing a phenomenal job

With love

Umi